first day college excursion....... and shabby heart, beat first time

            After a powerful nap, I woke up and check time on mobile, its show 5:36 pm. It somewhat two hours that I was sleeping. I set alarm of 5:45 because it is very satisfactory to have a sweet little nap after you woke up……..and alarm rang on time I snooze it for more 10 minute because u know sweet nap funda,,,

            Finally, somehow I manage to wake up at 6:16, sit on my bed and realize that I just had done with my four years of engineering. And today was last day at college where we had submission of final year project, with remembering how I passed my day in college, last minute correction in presentation of project, fumbling during presentation, unanswered question by me to external faculty…. But over all its was good (at least I think so)

Simultaneously I check miscall on mobile, and as regular it was company’s call (who else can call me!) and same in massage, f**king promotional schemes; then put cell on charging coz my phone most of crying for charging for like 16 hours in day.

            I got up from my bed and kick my roomy and ask him to go for a tea, by hearing name of Tea all my roommates woke up automatically, coz who deny a tea for free, specially sponsor have a account at tea stall. In next 10 minutes we were at Pa-G”s tea stall, name is given by us coz stall is running by a sardar. Moreover, I order tea for all but in upside down cups and we all gone in crazy laughter

            After 5-7 mins, we got our cups, first sip good, second sip awesome, and third sip— hmmmm! What? It was Fz my roomy from EC started a topic as he always has something to say and many thing to argue…. So

He said: “so, here I am taking tea together with you all last time, because I m leaving for Home tonight”

I followed him: “yea, finally there will some relax time for us as u leave”

And 4^th sip In, he give me wired look which clearly means how he was serious….you know some time you just look at your best friend and he understand exactly what you mean

I was quite than; but he gave us topic to talk there, and Dham speak as he raise his cup in air like he has some precious thing and showing us  “yap, bro its last cup of tea”, Dham- also a Genius engineer from same branch as Fz,

Now it’s time for an ITian of our room to spoke, Rv: “why last cup? we can also have a one more round; after all Sagar have account here!” he always have a option but it”s never make any sense…..and I nobbed although I want to say No, And then “J” one more from EC just shake his head, coz he always prefer to say nothing and that time concentrate on Tea.

Here I just ended half-cup coz it’s too hot and I prefer little cold tea, while all stared their second round, with first sip of second round J says “don’t know how we passed all four year here!” I want to correct him fu*king four year, but I did not.

 RV followed him: “yap, it’s seem like just a yesterday’s thing that I got admission here and…,”

Nevertheless, Fz cut him: “hmmmm, I still remember my first day in college! Do you?”

Dham: “lol, I didn’t present in 1^st day of college!”

I: “but someday was your first day in college, Fz talking about our 1^st day, not of college, stupid!”

Dham (with wired look at me): “ok, you Einstein, I remember. I think all of us remember that! “

We all nobbed. Moreover, J: “let’s share it, because we all don’t know each other on starting of college “

I thought “wow! How can J say something brilliant?”

I think he has a point, as we stand in round, its fz’s first turn to spoke and I was last. Fz started his “1^st day in engg college story”, but I was not hearing him because I started thinking about mine.

I clearly remember date 4-aug-2008, very second day of friendship day, I was in college where I suppose to study engineering for next four year, from the morning when I leave hostel for college I was excited for very first day in college, I dressed well, pack my bag- pen, a book and a hanky too.

At college I found that all new comer were suppose to go in a big hall beside the library, I was like “now where the fuck library is?” and I answered myself:” lolls, library is beside of that big hall”. After minutes of hunting finally I was in meeting place, “fuck, I am late” and without permission I entered in, and sit near some random guy, than I realize some old man, named himself as a Trustee of college, addressing all new comers and describing their vision for future, for students….

I was really not in to that, and I raised my head and look around, for find any known face from hundreds of new student but I hardly got any, and that guy next to me look at me, disturb my hunting  and said: “hi, hmmm which branch?”

I think “all he is interested in branch, he not even asked my name” still I prefer to say: “hi, I am Sagar, mechanical”. And he just smiled, I cannot understand at what he smiled, as just casual! Or on my name! Alternatively, may for my branch! Moreover, I did not ask him anything not his name not even his branch.

After Vision of Future, some very well dress tall person address him as a faculty of mechanical give instructions for mechanical student where to go for classes after meeting. But I hardly understand a single word from him And student leave hall as per instruction. so as I, standing outside the door I was trying to remember what instruction was there  for mechanical guys, and turning here there I read “library” at my right side, “so this is library which is beside of the fucking hall” and I laughed under the teeth.

Walk to the library door and look inside, before I can make my eye to look in, my ears hear a Voice just behind me, the voice as sweet as I never heard. I don’t know but my ears dragged automatically to on that voice, and before my mind can understand what’s happening I turned my head around and start finding – form where that voice is coming, who is owner of that sweet voice.

Just at my left, I found a girl walking, and she was on the phone and I found owner of that Never heard that sweet voice. don’t know why but my leg automatically start follow her and my ears all on her voice, after some mille-second of hanged nervous system, finally I get my sense and understand why I am following her-coz she was so hearable for me…

She was going down-stairs and I followed her same, meanwhile I checked her (its man’s by default program to check a girl from head to toe if she is somewhat attractive in any sense). She wore full sleeve blue kurta, with silver color flower design all over and same silver colored chunni , with same blue color plain pajama, having note in right hand and pen was inside the note, wearing a simple white color sandal. Hair is straight at starting and curly at end and long enough up to her waist, she tighten her hair in pony tail which gives tremendous look for her from back. Her walking style is so perfect that it is easy to see her moving body part.

And still I was dragged behind her like a car dragger behind a towing after accident tighten by ropes, but in my case there was no any rope it was her Voice that make me follow her, I am not concern to what she was speaking, because whatever she spoke on phone  is sweet for me..In physics I learned “for every system there is a master pitch of sound to activate it” for Me, it is her Voice to activate my system, system that following her and without understanding her words just want to hear whatever she speak, she was still on her call. From her voice, her hair, walking and profile I start wondering her, her face and she from front, whatever I thought is as sweet as her voice, “shit! I want to hear her all day and night”, but for a moment I want to see her face.

And within a minute we reached at administration office from library door. (Yes, in just a minute I start using ‘WE ‘instead of ‘HER and me’). She cut her call and get in admin, I prefer to wait outside. I stand just oppose to admin door that I can see her as she come. I waited 5 min, than more 5 min, I was waiting for her , to come out from administration . . . Once I thought to go in admin , but what if she was just about to come out than we stuck at door and under my nose I can’t see her properly so 'bad idea’. It is all fun to wait for some one. Specially to just see her and more than that for very ‘first time’. Just in plenty of minutes. . She was at door

As I show her, my heart definitely skips some bits and I stared her as if I never saw a girl in my life, but ‘yes, I never see a girl like her so sweet and cute and beautiful and watchable she is’. I was staring her with all my eyes open, ‘she is more sweet and cute than I wonder’. Her eyes is much beautiful than her voice, it is brown and wide. She has flawless skin, her nose is cuter part and I would like to touch it and ask ‘is it for real? ‘she has even more sexy figure than what I noticed when I followed her, I don’t know if she knows this or not ‘but guys, see her first time either go in to coma for some minutes or fall in to love with her’ and I am on both things.

She was just three meter far than me, all I want to be just touching her or may be to kiss her chicks, hmmmm! May be hug her, I really do not know and she was there. On every blink of her eyes, I have a sweet little heart attack, it is kind of sweet pain but still I want to stare her just her and her.

In some plenty of seconds, she noticed Me, ME-with wired long hair, full frame metal specs, blue denim jeans shoulder bag and all this freak features guy look at her rather Stare at her like never see any Girl.

I can clearly read her facial expression while see came to know that I as staring her, First she got confused, in just seconds secondly she got Shy that all I can read on her face is Angriness and questions, Question-“why are you staring me like this?”, or “have not you see any girl before?”, or may be the famous one “Tumhare ghar me maa-bahan nahi hai kya?”, and then all she get mixed of all those mood.. I was laughing under my teeth while seeing her expression

And suddenly she took her cell out and start walking out of the college, I was there, get confused what to do, call her or follow her, I – I   I don’t know, and I just froze there seeing her left me behind. It’s not like that I don’t want to talk to her or want to know more about her but I can’t move my feet, not even an inch not even an millimeter.

And she left college, go out, I was there wondering what I had just done, why I don’t go to her and talk to her remembering her , her face , that eyes and her all mixed confusion expression on face…..

And suddenly someone disturbed me, I was ‘who the fuck are you?’ and see that face who sound my name, here is that Fokker Rv : “sagar, hey u stupid!... now it’s your turn to say your first day of engineering”

I stopped for a moment, realizing where was I, and what I m doing and i got come all back in present and I was asked to tell my story- First Day In Engg. College…..

            Take last sip of tea which get all cooled meanwhile and looking at all my roomies like I was about to start an Epic and clear my throat

“so my first day In college, like as regular days….

I clearly remember date 4-aug-2008, very second day of friendship day, I was in college where I suppose to study engineering for next four year, from the morning when I leave hostel for college I was excited for very first day in college, I dressed well, pack………..”